If Existent Open Wide Free

If Existent Open Wide Free

Translated as Joshua, Jehoshuah, Jehoshua, Jesus, Isaiah, Jesaiah, Jeshaiah

Is the neutral HUSBAND of the RebelliousMary (open, punctured) TowerMagdalena then the outcome the outflow must also be EXISTENT OPEN WIDE FREE.

An EXISTENT OPEN WIDE FREE OPEN TOWER flows with the blood, water and spirit without which there is no FIRSTBORN DIVINE CHILD/HUMANITY. Which is also a neutral word.

We cannot understand the neutral word HUSBAND when we are locked into gender based thinking.  Nor can we understand the REBELLIOUS TOWER.  Let alone the Mistress ship and the Mistress ship Well.

The Old Testament Chaldean towerMigdol was both neutral, going nowhere, doing nothing.   The open puncturedfemale form of Migdols is another story.

The New Testament tower is open.  There was a REBELLION going on inside, a pregnancy that broke open into the EXISTENT WIDE OPEN FREE.

When we throw away the Old Testament we cannot possibly understand the New Testament.  New always comes after the Old, but the Old is the basis, the footing, the foundation, the elder.  The same way primitive root words are the basis to form other words.

Where do the primitive roots lie?  Lie in the innermost being of the seeds that sprouted across from the Other SideEber of the LittleJoktan EarthquakePeleg and grow in the strength of the SunlightSamson..  Words are symbols and sounds created by the seed that sprouted, the FIRSTBORN DIVINE CHILD/HUMANITY.

None of the above words have a REMEMBERED MALE FORM, because we have not yet REMEMBERED who we always have been the FIRSTBORN DIVINE CHILD/HUMANITY.

Sounds are not exclusive to humans; but humans have forgotten to REMEMBER their own sound and have forgotten to listen to the sounds of the elders.  Ears have become deaf to the music of the universe which is described in the Old Testament in the original text.

I raised many different birds, animals, plants for many years.   They were my salvation to sanity.  I remember after being rescued from the hand of death that I heard the sound of the wild, the free song birds.  I was so amazed that I had not heard them for years, closed down into my own inner world to where I had escaped for safety.

Today I enjoy the sound of the birds and have no need to hold anything captive.  I have no pets in captivity; although I enjoy meeting them with their owners in the streets of Santa fe.

Dog Capital of the US

I think this is the dog capital of the world.  Some say there are so many dogs because they are very grounding.  This lines up with the story of the only head the dog head and the OPEN WIDE FREE HEAD that crossed over the DescenderJordan all the other men of war as described in the KJB died.

Perhaps this is the capital because this is the place where two very deep old religious roots lie.

 Oldest Public Building in the US is the Inn of the Governors

Established about 1610 by the Spanish long before it was part of the US.  The history of the religious Spanish invasion that perpetrated the largest holocaust known to man.  Perhaps as much as 90% of the native population was decimated under the Christian Spanish flag.  One silver mine alone claimed 11 miilion lives.  See the blog corn, silver and gold.

That oldest public building is the source of a deep dark root from which religion of war, sacrifice, death, hell and condemnation continues to grow.

Sitting outside are the captive outcasts of those religious wars trying to sell their precious creative gifts.  They are allowed to enter a lottery hoping to find a spot under the alcove of the Inn of the Governors. They, these outcasts are the precious gift that knew how to listen to and respect the elders.  These captive children are not in the EXISTENT OPEN WIDE FREE.

Now they sit in the shadow of the Inn as wards of the US government and hope for a place.  There is still no room in the Inn for them or any of the other wards of the government, the soldiers who fight under the banner of a Christian nation,  No different than fighting under the banner of the Spanish king and queen.

A few blocks away is the other building, the oldest Christian Church in the US.

In between them however is a street originally called Sparks Street; but now known as Alameda.

What sparks have arisen between these two deep seated roots?  One only needs to look at history around the globe and the question is easily answered.  Where on the globe has the religious conquest, having dominion over other, ever ended?  Better question, when will we end it?  When will we stop supporting it?

I saw a bumper sticker yesterday which said “LOVE YOUR ENEMY, this intimates not killing them”.   How then does the religious community justify war, domestic violence, genocide, suicide by a death sentence called marriage till death regardless; when this scripture is part of the basis on which it claims to stand.

axeMe thinks the two deep dark roots need to have the axe laid to them per the LIGHT BRINGER COMPLETED CYCLE OF WISDOM   translated as Luke 3:9

The roots do not lie in those physical buildings; but in what those buildings symbolize.  Those roots stretch back a long time in history.  Long before those buildings existed.

Perhaps these two have remained to remind us how roots grow and produce branches, twigs, flowers, fruit and seed that produces its own kind.  Perhaps the plaza in front of the Inn of the Governors is there to remind us today.  A reminder that we can do things differently; if we understand the Old the New is easier to formulate.

The Old is the elder and it is wise for it has come through history. The New is wise when it listens to the Elder.

What Was Depression?

What Was Depression?

What Did Our Pen Write About Depression?

A word translated in the KJB as Maachah, Maacah.  From which comes the Machathite, Maachathi, Maachathites.  Then interpreted as personages.

This word is used at least 29 times.  The table below is not in any special order.  Following the table there is one story written in the original meanings from one single verse.

Lest you think Depression is not important because it is Old Testament.  There is no New Testament without the old.  Remove all the references to the Old Testament words and the New Testament has no leg to stand on.

1 time in FIRSTGENESIS  written 1688BC place unknown
1 time in EXISTENTJOSHUA from OPEN WIDE builder of PerpetuityNUN (1646BC in the place of the skullGilgal.) (more…)

The 10th, 11th, 12th Holocaust Steps

The 10th, 11th, 12th Holocaust Steps

  1. 10th holocaust/step is one united oxhead with the power of ten.  King James Bible


  1. 11th holocaust/step is the palm of the hand that holds the power of ten. Guttenberg Press


  1. 12th  holocaust/step is the oxgoad in the palm of the hand to control the massesTeachers of English


Mid 1600sAD these three things come together to set the stage for the greatest brainwashing that has ever hit the planet.

Brainwashing that obliterated the memory of the oral and written stories of creation put down on papyrus over the time period of 1845BC to 0AD.  Our stories, written by the single pen of humanity have been covered over by a white blanket of supremacy denigrating black.

Together these three erased the trail of the conception, pregnancy and birthing of the FIRSTBORN DIVINE CHILD, humanity.  Causing the Firstborn to forget the Black Madonnalower Egypt/earth, at rest in the Queens Houseupper Egypt/heaaven.

A relentless greed for control of the masses continues even today.

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Who/what  are the Three?

  1. King James English Bible written in common langauge of that day.
  2. Guttenberg press publishes this new translation.
  3. Teachers of English teach English to the illiterate masses.
    1. This was not teaching spiritual truths nor teaching the original stories.
    2. This was teaching ENGLISH stories.
      1. These stories have no relationship to the original writings.

10 Hand power of ten uses the Palm of the Hand11.

  • King James Bible is translated into the common everyday language for the people at the order of King James.   The one holding the power of church and state.

 I believe this was in direct response to the several previous bibles; two of which were German. Most especially a response to  the German Bible translated by the Man of WarMartin Soldier of the PeopleLuther.

Agitated further when the Man of WarMartin Soldier of the PeopleLuther posted  the 95 bans on the door of the Catholic Church of England.  The ruling entity of church and state at that time.

Plus, the German bible written by the Man of WarMartin Soldier of the PeopleLuther was being taught to the masses using the German language.

Add to this the pressure from King Henry8th, to wrest all govermental control from the church.

  • Guttenberg Press used the power of the hand to feed paper into the press and make many copies of this new translation.
  • Power of the palm of the hand11 distributed this new translation.
  • Power of the palm of the hand used the oxgoad of the  English language to control the masses
    •  No different than the oxgoad12 of the German language previously used to instruct and control the masses..
    • No different than the oxgoad12 of the Latin language previously used to instruct and control the masses.
    • No different than the other several bible previously used to instruct and control the masses.
    • No different than the countless numbers of new bible still being written today to control the masses.

There is a common belief in the psyche of humanity that somehow there is only one bible  and it is the word of a genderized male all powerful God..  Forgetting that the word God appears more than 2000 times and the original word is PLURAL GODS.

The only singular god is the expression of a single cell in the creation.  Those cells are plant, animal, human, water, soil, mineral, rock, etc.

Humanity is the FIRSTBORN DIVINE CHILD, the fully conscious kingdom and the inheritance of our writings has been stolen, brainwashed out of us.  So that self imposed leaders can use the oxgoad to control the masses for thier own purposes.

Why have we let that happen?  Why have we given our power away?

Ask any abused wife, husband, child and they will tell you that the argumentum ad nausem is relentless in its greed for control.

Understanding the numbers

The numbers I have cited and their meanings have not been expanded on in this writing.  These meanings come from the original text.

Anyone can finger walk across the Strong bridge and discover what we wrote.

What is necessary is to leave behind gender, direction, time and a host of other concepts.  Concepts that do not exist in the original text.

What will be discovered is a few words to work with to reconstruct the stories.

  1. Old Testament has 8674 original words (without the added grammar).
  2. New Testament has 5624 original words (without the added grammar).
    1. Remove all the words in the NT that come from the Old Testament and what is left is the added English grammar words plus a few new words.
    2. In the Old Testament are a number of Chaldean and Hebrew words that mean the same; this creates a coin with two sides with the same meaning.
      1. This reduces the number of words.
    3. We have Egyptian words that James Strong could not identify.
      1. This reduces the number of words.
    4. There are a number of other words from different foreign languages, that James Strong could not identify.
      1. This reduces the number of words.
    5. Put together the words that mean the same but one is treated as name of a place, person, thing.
    6. Identify the very few primary words.
    7. Identify the primary root words on which are built a word trees.  The fruit of those trees can be seen in the scriptures that use any particular word.
  3. Remove all of the words added to make it grammatically correct.
    1. This leaves  a very tiny book.  Grammar alone more than triples the size of the original texts.

When we sit down with the actual number of words that we used between 1845BC and 70AD there are very few.  I would estimate a few thousand as opposed to todays 750,000 words.

The stories can be reconstructed from those few word meanings.  Labor intensive, time consuming.  The difficulting is in letting go of what we think we know.  What we are told we wrote by a few well meaning teachers of English.

Letting Go

When we let go of todays concepts and meanings and work only with what we had at the time of writing, the discoveries are astounding.  In 1688BC, we  wrote about the BIG BANG.  We continued to write; documenting the creation story over and over in different periods of time. 

We wrote about creations relationship to self; not individual human beings. 

  1. There is no gender.
  2. There are no directions as we think and use them today.
  3. There is no time, as we think and use it today.
  4. The is not about individual people and their geneologies. 

The moment Adam and Eve were declared to be human beings, the story line was lost.  Adam is the black fertile soil of the Black Madonna, lower egypt earth. At RESTnoah in the Queens house, upper egypt, heaven.

The life giver, Eve is the first rib of light that revealed the Black fertile soil/adam.  Fertile because it was receiving light.  Without light, nothing grows.  Whether or not the FIRSTGENESIS rapidly growing soil, the sea monster is the Black Madonna or the black soil is a matter of intepretation.  Most likely first the one and then the next.

The lofty self entity is the Black Madonna; but misinterpretations have declared that man is the lofty self entity.  The result of which is evident all around us.  Evidenced in how the Black Madonna and the children, plants, animals, water, air, rocks, crystals, etc are treated by this lofty self entity man. Created by the religious oxgoad weapon that demands dominance of everything around itself.

Do You Want Light?  You are LIght.

Finger walk the bridge and discover your STORY.  Take on IMMORTALITY into your mortal body.  Death is a lie.  Life cannot die.

Jesus prayed DO NOT TAKE THEM OUT OF THIS WORLD.  Those who choose by free will, to move on, are simply recycled back into the Black Madonna, lower egypt,earth.

Why do we make that choice? The deeply rooted concept of death, hell, damnation, work, struggle, strain, sacrifice, pay the price, original parents failed and so will I…..ad nauseum is at work deep in the subsconscious.  It has taken its toll over the ages.


The 6th Holocaust Step

The 6th Holocaust Step

As we have been seeing, the main stream of humanity continually grows, learns and begins to understand things in a different way. 

 Instead of the mass or any given religious, national, familial, cultural coalition expanding and adding in the new ideas and concepts,  it tends to break away from the old.  This causes an increased fragmentation of the mass of humanity.

Is This an Error?

This is not necessarily an error; as the status quo can be a stabilizing factor.   Roots stabilize the plant.  The main stem or trunk stabilizes the branches.  The branches stabilize twigs.  Twigs stalibize leaves, etc. 

Without the root of knowing we are the DIVINE FIRSTBORN CHILD, the entire human plant loses its footing, topples and dies.

What Happens is We Forget the Egyptian Math

What  did/does happen is the new concepts are often rejected by the masses due to a plethora of reasons. Mainly due to the religious habit having been formed, now has a strong hold that resists change.   This in turn causes us to forget that the basic Egyptian math is WILL ADD.  A continual adding to, increasing, growing; not division and fragmentation.

When we forget Egyptian WILL ADD we lose the root of our inheritance.  Egyptian WILL ADD is the thread that connects us back to the root of our being.

We began as the FIRSTBORN DIVINE CHILD, HUMANITY.  Family broke into tribes, then nations, cultures, etc.  This included different religious groups.  

Remember we are looking at the three major religions, that today influence the largest portion of the planet, Judasim, Christianity and Islam.  This does not limit nor exlude all the other the religious and non religious influences; they are merely the example being used.

A Pattern of Thinking

The pattern of forgetting can be applied to any  part of our thinking.

These three not only broke away from an old form taking along some parts of the old form, but also taking from the outside. This is REMEMBERING, RECALLING, REFORMING which is a male non gender process. 

 These in turn broke internally into sects of Judaism and denominations of Christianity; which disagree and fight with each other; all the while holding onto some basic premises.  

This same pattern held true for the new kid that appeared on the block in 622 CE (common era or AD after our Lords’ death) Islam.

Islam is the 6th step in our forgetting the womb of the Black Madonna lower egypt/earth.  Which in turn caused us to forget where we live; we live in the Queens house upper Egypt;heavenWe do not die and go there; we already live in the Garden of PleasureEden this very moment.

The Weapon

These three major influences on the planet are enabled to spread their doctrines, beliefs and ideas when the  7th  holocaust/step comes into play.  Letter number seven represents weapon.  This weapon increases the divisions, separations, wars, struggles, strains and despair on the planet.

Update Steps 2, 3 6 Today

Update Steps 2, 3 6 Today

Before I go on with step three I want to pause and take a look at todays scenario. 

The 14 steps is an historical view of how we forgot our mother, the BLACK MADONNALOWER EGYPT/EARTH and consequently forgot who we always have been, the FIRSTBORN DIVINE CHILD, destined to MASTER SELF.

 Where are we today in terms of steps 2, 3 and 6 and mastering self?  Remember these three are not exclusive; however they do represent the largest mass of influence of the past and  today.

Across the Planet

There are many movements, steps toward creating atmospheres to dialogue amongst the three major religions, Judasim, Christianity and Islam.  These movements are aimed at discovering who we are as humans, not as religious entities.

The one I am most familiar with is the Interfaith Church in Seattle.  The building is the oldest church in King County.  It was/is pastored by a native american woman.  Over the years attempts were made to facilitate healing amongst the religious sects.

In the early 2000s a Sufi came on board and together they started an Interfaith Work.  The month was set up so that the first Sunday was music, celebration, thanksgiving. 

  • Second was message from the Christian perspeitive. 
  • Third the Sufi perspective. 
  • Fourth an outside religious group was responsible for the service.  This was followed by a potluck.  A time to discover who we were as humans. Introduce some new thoughts, ideas.
  •  Fifth Sunday, if any was under the tender loving care of one of the members of the congregation.

You did not need to sign up to be a member, confess any partiuclar creed, faith, ideology, just come and be part of the service.  This made you a legal partner in owning this historical building.

There were many opportunities to learn mastery of self.  Loving self, which meant embracing the OTHER self.  Mastering self is not limiting self, but expanding and discovering that which we have not seen, heard; but has been prepared for us by OTHER self.

Example  The Wiccan celebration was over and the Christmas celebration was next.  The removal of  the articles of Wiccan celebrations by the next celebrators caused a disturbance.  The mastery of loving other as if it is the self, prevailed and Grace  abounded.

The Next Stage

A series of 6 potlucks in St. Patricks was arranged.  Islam, Judasim and Christianity each had two opportunities to be the host.  Purpose was to talk, see, laugh, dance, sing, intermingle and discover who we are as humans.  To taste the joy of our OTHER self.

To the end that each was stronger in their beliefs.  No need to jump streams, instead, find joy that other streams flowed near by.  All the streams coming from the primordial waters of the the Big Bang.  The womb of our mother, the BLACK MADONNALOWER EGYPT/EARTH, at rest in the QUEENS HOUSEUPPER EGYPT/HEAVEN.

The Next Stage

Many parts in this growing period, examing and discovering new ways of intermingling.

Breaking Bread

A very bold and brave self called for a sharing of the breaking of the bread and wine.  The circle included all manner of religious beliefs.  Most of whom had not participated in such a ritual.

While we physically did break bread and drink wine, the ritual of it was in sharing  the free expression of every individual sharing with every other individual in the room. 

 Each person inturn was free to talk about anything, the weather, the ritual, tomorrows meeting, yesterday’s lunch, faith, prayer, experiences, etc.

Only one abstained from the physical act.  That one had left the religious stream of the past and jumped into a different religious stream. Consequently could not see a new way of breaking bread and sharing wine.  The old argumentum ad nauseam still had a strong hold. Other was wrong and it is bad

Seeds of Change

A 3 day event took place at Seattle Center,  called the Seeds of Change. 

This was also attended by the Dalai Lama; one of the most influential religious personages of today.

The Dalai changed his schedule for what he termed was a very important event, not to be missed.  Truly we are in a season of great change.

What is the Point

My point in bringing this up is to remind us all that the 14 holocausts/steps of the past reveal much to us about how we forgot we are the FIRSTBORN DIVINE CHILD destined to MASTER SELF.

One of the buildings here in Santa fe has painted on it these words something to this effect. When we forget our historical past, we have lost our way to the future.

When we forgt who we are and who are mother is, we tried to MASTER OTHER with wars, ideas, ideologies, religions, concepts.  Each one using its own form of argumentum ad nauseam.  Beat other over the head until they see it our way.  Exhaust them with weapons of warfare.  Time to beat our weapons into plowshares.

Perhaps the motion (14) of the ONE UNITED OXHEAD DOOR of light will open wide, so that we can understand better how to MASTER SELF, individually. 

When we accomplish that task, individually, we have created a whole different atmosphere for the corporate body of the FIRSTBORN DIVINE CHILD.

Future Blogs

This symbol will be appearing in blogs signaling an appetizer.  A tiny tidbit that lured us on to forgetting.  These blogs are designed for those who only want a tiny taste; not the full meal deal of details.

This symbol will indicate the meaning of the words as we documented them, during the period of 1845 BC to 70 AD. The meanings distorted because we forgot those meanings when we slapped English grammar on top of them.

These tidbits will be interspersed throughout in no definitive pattern or order.  You can dig deeper by priming the well.  That function is at the top of the column to the right.